So this is new for me. Well actually, this might have been what I needed all along but didn’t know it until the right Being aligned. Now that I am finally sitting in the driver seat of my vessel body, it ironically feels like the perfect tipping scale to now be the passenger to Dominance. It is most often said that what makes you a better Dom, is having experienced Submission.
The one who used to drive this vessel was dominant and I have realized that although I can be dominant, I would prefer not to be. While sitting here typing this, a bathing of safety and comfort greatly consumes me. There is a collar around my neck for the first time and it wouldn’t be there for no other. Never expected a love that has grown for 3 years in friendship and through trials, to now be solidified with the new addition of my submission.
What is even more special is that this is a new experience for both of us, being in a committed relationship to each other finally, while having the incorporation of kink as a 24/7 lifestyle vs seldom play sessions.
Now to the main point of this: this was the missing link I needed.
Although I had an idea what a submissive feels while observing from the other side, I now really overstand. There is a feeling of completion when it is the right pairing. It is a journey of a sacred trust. To have the mixture of both love and kink is an exhilarating add on. However, not all D/S dynamics incorporate both aspects.
Whether miles apart or in the same space, the energy between feels just as serene. It is almost as if that energy is home, not a physical place. Familiarity of other lifetimes shared, that is why it didn’t work with others, even when prepared. Our spirit feels like one and as if this is how we were meant to be.
PS: Patience is a virtue. It was & always will be you.
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